StandByMe.

Tuesday, January 05, 2010

i miss w48):
yawns.

it is true that people come and go. and as you grow older, friends turn to strangers, sometimes.
some people are just around to go through a phase of life together with you, &disappear.
while there's a handful who'd grow with til we're 50 and still laugh at how stupid you were when you were 17.
and i've gota try,
not to cry when people leave.

one will celebrate the birth of a new day, one will also mourn cause its another day closer to death.

im tired.
):
on a happier note, im super happy i'm gona be meeting p tmr.
andandand i managed to change my shift on monday.

cheers (:

Labels: sunken ships.

where love is, tht's wher her heart is.
8:27 PM

Sunday, January 03, 2010

okay.i have something to say.
i need to buy monopoly deal.
i know ive been harping on it ever since last night,and have said it at least three times to sam online.
but yess.can smebody get me a stack of monopoly deal pls?
(:

my year started off with rangers meetings.
yesterday was a discussion for whts coming up in the yr ahead,
and wow. commitments are huge can i say.
and dinner was fantastic with everyone who was present.
i think ive slackened and neglected rangers in my 2009 yr.
and now rly leaves no time fr regrets though it really was a wasted year.
like most cmdrs say, u cant just say quit and walk away.
i think to now, ive officially ran out of excuses to escape from my responsibilities
so its time to pick up the torch again and run this race.
and im ever grateful with the support i get from my parents, pearlene, and lowjiahua (:

and im officially excited for the new year.
like sam says it ''it feels more solid this time''

we serve a God who sees from above

Labels: strike down walls.

where love is, tht's wher her heart is.
12:07 AM

Friday, January 01, 2010

its the new year.
and i havent think abt my resolutions and reflections and wht not.

it hasnt been a gd start.
and i need to make a re-vow not to end up smoking.
and to make a decision not to idle arnd anymore.
and i think i'm toward the process of making a decision to let go of friendships that i use to hold so dear. cause sometimes its just not worth it anymore,
though love really shldn't be wrking that way. but still, ive had enough of tears and heartaches.
certain friendships are still harder to deal.
its the kind where saying iloveyou looks pretty on the outward only.

but rangers meeting was absolutely heartwarming today.
its good to take my mind off stuff.

im still gona embrace the new year
so cheers to 2010.

Labels: easy to say goodbye

where love is, tht's wher her heart is.
11:15 PM

Monday, December 28, 2009

(:
so yay.
christmas spells bbq carnival bhav's party and rangers dinner (:
it was super super duper awesome.

well number 1,
the bbq p wanted was a major success though we uh burnt 2 patches of grass.
thankgod for good weather
and uhhhhh (: the night was amazing.
and obvly my tent for the bags was super cool(:

number 2,
rangers carnival was super cute. with the free flow of cmdr sweehar's food and the cute kiddy games everyone was exited about. haha.

number 3,
bhav's party rly had me running up and down to get gifts, wrapping papeers and what not. ps. i didnt write anybody a card this yr ):
so it was fun w everybody in the house (:
heartwarming to see evryone rlly.

and foom.number 4,
the ER dinner i almost forgot about was super super super awesome. its been long, but i still feel welcome neverthless. thank you people who've been noticing my presence. how can i forget one of the biggest tribe i love to hang out with. hahaha. (:

what more can i ask? (:
counting your blessings starts from the present.

Labels: christmas oh nine.

where love is, tht's wher her heart is.
8:26 PM

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

yay.
my little miss chatterbox was bought by bhavvy and jason to cheer me up when i had my baddest day at work and a goodbye gift for phillipines last yr.
mummy loves it alot and saves it when it falls off the bed every morning.
(:
so yah. u see my cui'ded face and my nice black specs.
it was 1am in the morn mind you.
yawns.

ive been slacking so much these two days its nt even funny.
); i shall rly promise to be hardwrking tmr.
lol.

omg. its the 23rd of dec.
the yr's rlllly ending ):

and im upset that lowjiahua lost his phone ):
boo.
and not to say, i miss pearlene toh cui yu so very much and obviously she doesnt' care ):

i shall look forward to the weekends.
yay. (:

Labels: nothepartydon'tstop.

where love is, tht's wher her heart is.
12:58 AM

Monday, December 21, 2009

I am officially upset that i'm not in phillipines w the team):
i was juust thinking abt it and haiya.
shit.
whats the point now.
zz.

anyhoo. it feels nice to be back to church after wht seemed like a long while

yay to the coming weekends.
to bbq
and parties.
(:

2009's been totally awesome.
we'll see whts in for twothousand ten.
hmm.

where love is, tht's wher her heart is.
1:42 AM

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Lol,
i must say,
night duty's really good fr insomnia,
i think i've never appreciated sleep this much.

today doesn't feel like today.
number 1. i woke up at 12noon ytd.
fell back asleep at 4pm till 630pm,
and then ive been up ever since.
and my shift's frm 9pm-7am.
so you see.

the 10hrs flew past just like that.
and its funny to see the evening pple the day before reporting to work in the morning, lol. do i make any sense. haiya.
anyway, so there i was with huda at 201 munching our macs breakfast all hyper w droopy eyes.
and then here i am, back home. bathed, threw the uniforms into the wash, brushed my teeth, and waiting fr the laundry to be done so i can hang em up.
so yawns.

im so tired i can barely walk straight.

speaking of which,
i havent seen my brother for 2 days.
and i wouldnt be seeing him today either-.-
pfft.

and,
today still doesn't feel like today.
yawns.

Labels: killerjoy.

where love is, tht's wher her heart is.
9:16 AM

Sunday, December 13, 2009

its obvious its inspirired by bhavna and huda -.-
i really think huda's right,i look like a hantu): (at times) lol.

omg. week 5 down.
and week 6 is officially the most stressful and dreadful week.
see. its mid prcp.
omg.
God please disallow me to burn out):
number 1 ,im wrking 7 days again
number 2, the last 3 ouf of 7days,i'll be on night duty.
cheers.

mummy and daddy's leaving fr church camp tmr.
and uh, how am i suppose to behave when i'm 20?
hm.
time still doesn't keep still.
yawns.

Labels: planes.

where love is, tht's wher her heart is.
10:57 PM

Tuesday, December 08, 2009

i stil haven't seen anyone pass away infront of me
and i realise it scares the shit out of me.
):

so anyway.
i've been missing a few pple quite alot, nick ken norman vivien and aaron fr instance.
poof.
and im officially broke fr the next 2 weeks.
cheers to that.

ahyes. happy 18th p! you officially owe me a blogpost now. andandand i sure hope you enjoyed yourself. winks.thanks for being my super amazing wonderful girlfriend in times of need,and in times of no need. (:
lol.

andand and.
omg. ive worked for a month already. 1/3 prcp down. yay.

i just wana let it go for the night, that would be the best therapy for me

Labels: i won't; make the same mistake.

where love is, tht's wher her heart is.
8:50 PM

Thursday, December 03, 2009

i had something sad to blog about.
but haiya.
i forgot everything alr, somehow. (:
haha.

work's not tht bad rlly
time's getting faster and faster.
it actually helps tht we have offs on weekdays.lol.
anddd it also helps when we're nt complaining.
(:

im super looking forward to the weekends,
though i'll be wrking(:
saturday hurry come.
(:

something about you is so addictive

Labels: throw yourself away; get outa your head.

where love is, tht's wher her heart is.
11:40 PM